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Monday, September 28, 2009, 6:20 AM
So close![]() Walked around my sister's room, flipped some books swiped some dust off the shelf, Swung around on her grimy computer chair and noticing the mess on her bed Suddenly it seemed she has never left actually Oh well. Not much of a ye mao zi myself but sometimes I get night car rides like yesterday's Glancing out of the car window imperturbably just watching the street lights fire past I always get this unsettling feeling when I see the other side of my world sleep the buildings void of life and light just so bare While my life still plays on in real time It's a strange feeling and rather depressing yet the mood so captivating Watching other people's lives like (Quoting schermz) that of the muaksiloveyou couple the whole world knows about (thanks to me) or mspaperheart who has since evolved into some thick fringed arty fashionista somehow I am more certain I'm contented living in quiet existence I think I'll drop certain expectations, knowing this world isn't mine, but for the Lord (: It feels nice being so deeply appreciated, I thank God for friends like these(: (0) comments Saturday, September 26, 2009, 10:39 PM
I have a reason to singAlways thankful for His quiet reminders and undivided attention, after that abrupt and unexplained insight which saved us all from potential aggravation! "I look retarded."
Anyway, the photoshoot was MADNESS! Photographer was mad, and I wasn't very comfortable with my individuals shots.. hahah but overall we've had fun! Thereafter was a hectic but brainless afternoon. Hmmm haven't felt this blankness in a long time Friday had been quiet for me as well Just blankness seeping through my brain until eventually it transpired to a blank stare towards the late afternoon. Not to forget lunch time which was most enjoyable(:
I never knew how much I treasured night times craning to stare at starless sky while sitting in the breeze (I admit its a kind of fantasy, romanticizing this scene in my brain despite being fully aware of the staid reality) and occasionally being rudely interrupted by males trying out the pullup bar
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Ah. Back to running errand for my sis (: (0) comments Thursday, September 24, 2009, 12:35 AM
Reunion ![]() Tomorrow. Goodness my brain feels fried. But I'm bubbling inside!! Shall write more when my brain actually restores its glorious condition 8) (0) comments |