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Wednesday, November 30, 2005, 12:54 AM
whee I really love this skin.
Lols.
despite mandy saying that it was a little gross..
Cause you see the person's eye is like wet and slimy(i mean her mascara)
LOLS. I'm not gonna change my skin. HHAHHHAH
hmm. I guess I finally straightened out my thoughts
I know what to do and what I had to do.
ok. so be it thenX)
yay im excited about the meeting.
well hopefully we'll have one ya?
well plsplsplsplspls organise one..
yay going out with my jie.. (I mean not my tall jie.the fake jie..)
hHAHAHHA
ohmans i simply adore her.
cause she's adorable!!!!
LOL..
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005, 6:12 AM
LOL. today during co and during mr lum's screeching we had a sharing session. jialiu had this peculiar dream so she started talking about it and the whole string of weird and disgusting dreams came out. this dream was about the whole sec2 level going for chalet and we were trying out parachuting(see i TOLD you it was weird.). so blahblah and we started discussing what dreams we usually have and i realised the type of dreams jialiu has are weird and are things that rarely happen in real life. for ziwei the dreams were sort of fairytale-like(like dreaming about herself being a princess and stuff) and i realised i don't really dream that often. LOLS. the funniest dream i had was that i dreamt of my mum and sis as geese. well they were in cartoon and somehow i just know they were my mum and sis. they were in a cage with their necks tangled together and hunters were heading their way. then i forgot. HAHAHHAHAHA. man i so mean to think of my mum and sis as geese. BLEAH. i don't mind=)))) LOL...(0) comments
5:29 AM
perhaps she was like a rich lady awaiting her husband's return and longing for her lover's companionship. she went around flaunting her shimmering stones and her branded garments to her girlfriends, but deep in her heart she knew all she wanted was to show them to the men she loved dearly. with no one there to admire her appearance and make her heart flutter with their honeyed words, she felt..empty. perhaps more than empty, she felt lonely. strolling on the streets by herself and the shimmering stones were not very pleasant for her, because she would always see a couple of lovebirds together, holding hands or locking fingers, hugging a waist or kissing slurpily.but all she could do was to wait. and wait. hope was what she could do too.
Sometimes I think a lot. I think to the extent that I think the things I think are basically everything that i see. well ok that's not the case. I mean i think all the time(duh), whether it's important or not. you see i think about the decisions I make, the things I do, the actions I carry out and the things I say.
Sometimes I realised that I could have said something kinder, but I didn't. I would then go on to think about the situation if I were to say something kinder. Perhaps the situation would be different.
Sometimes I think about the decisions I make. Am I making the right choice or am I doing something that makes me not love God. Sometimes I've made a choice, but found out that I regretted making that choice. Then again I would think how would it be like if I made the other choice.
Sometimes I think about the things I do. Perhaps I could have done this, I could have done that, but I never get to the conclusion of how wrong or right I actually am. I can't really judge whether the present situation is best for me and whether am I supposed to do the things I do.
Well I really don't know what I saying but the point is I'm feeling a tinge of regret. Man.
I really loved the book I just finished reading. By Jo Brand. Oh my the book is an effing one since once you open it the word FCUK spills out. LOL.. man I really liked it(apart from the swearing and stuff. Trust me, it was hard) cause it's very funny. I loved the way the author portrayed the characters. IT'S BLOODY FANTASTIC!!
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Sunday, November 27, 2005, 5:28 AM
it's weird to see that actually two or more different people could be so different yet so similar to each other.i just realised this a few days ago.
many people have different mindsets yet they carry out the same way of doing things and the actions they do are just so alike.
lol.
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Saturday, November 26, 2005, 4:24 AM
waahh.. im so glad the erhu exam is over.hmm.
didn't really see the examiner's face because he was writing the whole time and i was looking down.
(i had to enjoy the music that i was playing you knowXD)
so.. and the exam lasted for less than 5 mins.
thank god it was that short.
HAHAS
the other girl who's taking grade 5 was practising the same piece so quickly
when we were in the waiting room.
no comments.
lol i didn't really have the time to see her reaction after the exam
cause i needed to rush to the dance rehearsal.
man.. phew
i wasn't aware that i was dancing like i'm walking k
but i dont blame cai laoshi for ticking me off
:]
spastic..
totally.
ya mandy i also think i look spastic doing the action.
OH
at the end of the rehearsal right,
we were supposed to take a group photo i mean for ballet.
AND THAT BER-EE-TER-SER-HER was standing in front of me and she was blocking part of my face.
yeeee. nevermind. im not that pettyX))
anyways im very happy that this week is almost over because this happens to be the busiest week of the month
=DDDDD
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Thursday, November 24, 2005, 12:39 PM
lol. was reminded of the DRYPANTS advertisement i watched last night. they claim that it's the best diaper for busy mothers and babies, and erm that it can keep babies asleep "comfortably" Mind you they said a LONG comfortable night. Appears to me that they're trying to shut the baby up with a diaper. LOLS. hmm. i think it's weird if a baby doesn't wake up in the night and just sleep through. I MEAN IT'S ABNORMAL. Maybe the baby's dead or something. LOLI slept at 12 last night.. Cause i was interested in anime. So i watched Godannar and Diamond Dust Drops. Let's see. Godannar's about robots and pilots that could operate these gigantic, unrealistic robots. ERM. i realised Japanese really like their characters perfect. I mean it's like they all have the perfect bodies (especially female characters, if you get what i mean) and irritating, un-defeatable monsters keep appearing (well as least the monsters are QUITE un-defeatable cause they can actually merge and form new monsters and stuff). But otherwise it's ok lar.
ok. For Diamond Dust Drops. Frankly speaking i have absolutely no idea what this story's about. Because the scenes are always jumping about 6 characters and about their lives. the last time i watched i think it was about this lady who is a dj and was having an affair with a married man. Then she had a secret admirer (who is really scary) who's like a shadow always watching her. hmm. nevermind bout that. ok. for last night's episode it was all about diamond dust drops. these diamond dust drops are i dont know, maybe just snow (since it's winter)? but the dust drops are shiny and glittery. very different from snow and after awhile they burst into erm the air? Im not sure because i couldn't catch what they said. anyway, the whole episode was about seeing the diamond dust drops and how it could bring happiness to you and the person you loved if both of you saw the dust drops together. So i was like, ok.. but i really don't know what's going on. Sometimes looking at the world from 6 different perspectives is difficult you know LOL. But i must say it was quite sweet lar..
Then i switched channel to channel 5. AHHHHHHHHHH. The Sixth Sense. watched it before already. Didn't dare to watch it again..
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Monday, November 21, 2005, 5:38 AM
ohmy it was a loooooooooooonggggg day..had tuition in the morning. reached home at ard 2.
after my lunch, i had to go out at 3.3o again.
despite going at that time i was still late for my dance weehearsal..
AURGH.
phew when i reached there luckily not our turn yet. LOLS.
but the first thing i did was to look out for that ber-ee-ter-ser-her.
ohmans i do hate her. i mean WE dislike her.
RITE MANDY??
hmm. maybe we should burst her lips and accidentally step on her foot and probably make her toes flat and she cant dance anymore and she'll have ugly toes and squished toe nails.. HAHAHHAAHHHA
hi 5 mandy. next time she's here we'll carry out this plan..
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA YAYYY.
hmm. busy week too.
erhu exam on sat.
the rest of the days i have weehearsals.
WEEEEEEEE.
yayyyyyyy
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Friday, November 18, 2005, 11:37 PM
hmm. maybe if i click many times the tiny little stars will explode to be like fireworks. LOLS. hahhahahahahhhahahahhahahHHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA(0) comments
11:21 PM
just read the testi xm wrote for me.. is my blog filled with anger? i hope not. cause i don't really find it filled with anger or maybe i don't realise it=P anyway i guess what i write on my blog is what i think or feel about things.. haha or perhaps i sound angry when i had no intention to at all? LOLS. haha waah seriously when i saw xm's blogskin i almost cried.. then i called my sis over to read what's on her blog and my sis said,"Awww.. Who's that? Why so sad?" LOLs. Glad you're not that depressed xm. you better not be.. if not i think you've got a problem.. HAHAHAHHAHAHH oops=X take care..I seldom stay up this late you know. This time is because i dont want to sleep and i have nothing to do..
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5:00 AM
watched wangzibianqingwa just now. mm. a really heartwarming story. because eventually the main characters end up together. although i like the show's sound effects and story line and the way the actors speak but i don't really agree about what it's showing. you see, people don't always "end up" together. many movies are like that.Handsome man/boy sees pretty girl/woman
Girl notices boy
Acts ignorant
Boy comes over asking for details or saying some really stupid stuff
They fall in love with each other
They meet up again and again at the very same place without getting sick of it
They get married
Happy ending
Give me a break. Because i know in real life things don't happen like this.
Nothing can last forever. We don't live forever our food and water supplies will run out one day there will be a day when there will be no peace. Nothing's forever. Seriously even if we try hard now i don't think it would work. This ties in closely with changes. Everything changes and nothing's forever. It is because everything changes that nothing can last forever. Logial? Absolutely.
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Thursday, November 17, 2005, 11:51 AM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005, 1:19 AM
in search of inner self. hmm. look, i've been thinking k. erm how should i put this. don't make me sound like someone im not. and i'm really getting pissed here?? you just don't get my point right. you're not me so don't put words in my mouth or twist and bend what i say. im getting sick of this ok? great. im so sick i don't even want to talk about this.and you. oh my i think i've embarassed myself in front of you. what made you think that? OMG. aiya just go and die lar.
this is how i feel about you and everybody else. how could you people man. ohmy. forget it.
sigh. boring days. leaving my homework till december cause i don't care. what's the point anyway.. they just want to ensure that your brains don't stop moving and to keep you occupied knowing that you might just indulge yourself in computer games and soak your brains in radiation. urgh. devious plan. what about those who don't play computer games? well i guess they speculated that most of us would sit in front of the television and also be exposed to massive amounts of radiation such that the brain gets damaged and bleeds? or that we stare at a blank screen(the tv)and eat chips and get fat and have flabby arms and legs and can hardly move and if we do move we'll fall flat immediately on our bouncy butts and not feel pain and in this state we can't move and cause them to not have 100% of passes in physical fitness? come on get a life aurgh i'm fed up for no reason. just don't see the point of handing us pieces of paper with no meaning to them.. math is hard okay. i see no difference in damaging the brain with difficult math and with playing computer games or watching tv. sorry if anybody that's brainwashed by the school (most likely the sec1s)and reading this
i don't know what im doing
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005, 1:52 AM
mm. looked at the photos i took at the chalet. 80 sumth over k. but some of the photos are blur.. kudos to my shaky hand=)) among all the pics this is one that i really like: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH%20ULTIMATE%20ALAN%20NOOB%20FACE=PP.jpg)
and i caught sight of this. aubrey lee looking bushuang. hahahahahahhaha=)
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Friday, November 11, 2005, 9:39 PM
WOAH. JUST CAME BACK FROM CHALET. erm I meant I came back yesterday..ok. so here's what happened.
DAY 1:
ermermerm some of the boys played ps2 while the rest went cycling.. hmm. At the bicycle kiosk some people had trouble getting on the bike lar. *grin* I think you know who they are HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAH ahem. ok.. so at first my and dorothydorothydorothydorothy wanted to take on the 2 seater bike but although my legs were long enough to touch the floor, I didn't know how to control it (bear in mind that I just learnt cycling), but if dorothydorothydorothy takes the front seat she has trouble touching the ground (THIS IS NOT TO SUAN PPL. I'M JUST TELLING EVERYBODY WHAT HAPPENED. NO OFFENCE..) so this situation happened to DAYANNA and clarissa too. hmm. I think we all went cycling and they were still settling the bicycle because their weren't allowed to change theirs to single bikes..
SO ANYWAY, we came back and we did something which I can't remember. hmm. We either played cards or.. OH some girls (including me) went to watch the boys play FIFA. hahahha... Had a great time (although I wasn't really happy that Alan won MINGHAO and BELBEL. humph.. LOLS JKJK) Then some girls went to the girls room to watch WANGZIBIANQINGWA while the rest stayed at the boys room to watch TONGXINYUAN. After that, it was the barbecue..
Then after the barbecue we went to shower and slacked. Played cards, called people and then... sigh. Shirui really really gave me a fright.. Luckily she's ok=)) aiya. I stayed up till 4 something. CAN'T SLEEP!!! I kept myself busy helping everybody to find blankets and covering them with erm blankets.. haah I laid down on the mattress BUT THE BOYS STARTED TO PLAY RACING. So I didn't really sleep because they made too much noise.. I really admire ZX though. SHE CAN REALLY SLEEP. haha so blissful..
Day 2:
ANYWAY, the nxt morning we went to eat breakfast.
After breakfast some people went BOWLING.. Then I went home to take my piano books and to sleep before going to my piano lesson.. I reached the chalet bout 9 pm after my piano lesson and continued watching the ever-fake WUCHUCAIHONG. Some OTHER people went to support my movie AHEM I meant they went to watch THEEXORCISMOFEMILYROSE while some girls played truth or dare. Then the boys were laming. TALK CORK (that's what they call it) Jeromy caught sight of Shenghui's mole on her knee and said: Shenghui, is that a tattoo mole~?hahahahahahahahahHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAH omg I laughed like mad.. so funny I mean the way Jeromy said it. HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHH soo... they wanted to tell ghost stories but nobody dared to. So ghost story telling was cancelled. The people who went to support my movie I MEAN to watch my movie came back.. AND I WAS GIVEN CHOCOLATE COATED MARSHMALLOWS!!!! mm. It's nice youknow. But after a while you feel like vomitting.. Cause it's abit too sweet. ANYWAY, the 2nd I didn't sleep again. Stayed up to play ps2. ok actually it's only for around 2 hrs lar.. YAY I'M BEGINNER BUT YET I STILL CAN WIN PEOPLE=DDDD hahahha oh my. I really sound like noob. HUMPH.LOLS.. oh ya. We saw Alan putting his hand on Jw's chest. OOPS. sorry if I made them sound gay.. It's just that Alan loves JW too much=))))) ahha no lar..
Day 3:
HOngJie LiRui ZX Norine HuiMin and me went to the beach at 5.40 (ard there) to await the so-called sunrise. They managed to doze off there lar. I couldn't. BECAUSE I WAS COLD AND HUNGRY AND TIRED. So I went back to the rooms to FIND A PLACE TO SLEEP. UNFORTUNATELY, all the spaces on the beds were occupied and I had to sit on the floor to sleep. Sleeping-for-an-ultra-long-period-of-time people were taking up the bed. I didn't get to sleep.. sigh. ahahah anyway, after that when everybody woke up and ate breakfast we played daidi. AGAIN. after we checked out....
waahh typing is tiring. I think I'll continue some other time.. wait. there's no more to it already. that's all for 2J CHALET'05 =DDDD
Wish everybody all the best and good luck in whatever you do.
byebyeX)))
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Sunday, November 06, 2005, 10:47 PM
now THAT'S what I mean..=)) Exactly. Hi5(0) comments
Saturday, November 05, 2005, 9:48 PM
Thanks=DDD
today..I thought about what you said. And I believe that's how I feel too. Thanks.. I've been wanting to know what's going on in my cute little brain (as quoted from doroFEE) and BINGO!!!! You've got me. Thanks again. Hope you're okayy=))But after knowing how I feel what am I going to do seriously I don't know and don't want to know
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6:36 PM
hmm I just realised nobody can understand the things I blog about but come to think yoho eh hey hey about it shouldn't I blog about what I want without letting people know or hurting them? That's the good thing about it. bleahbleah But on the other hand it seems you have to make yourself understood. Yea. MAKE YOURSELF UNDERSTOOD. Perhaps this is the way I handle problems or obstacles that come about. I would love to talk to someone about it but it seems I could not find the right person. crycrycry I don't know what to do i wished someone could just talk to me yet give me space i need space crycrycry i cannot possibly u noe, and i dunno what im typing just typing whatever that comes to mind it's ok it's ok you can do it laughlaugh and nw back to me i think i'm going crazy here. lalalalala i don''t know what's the point of the post and im sure nobody understands what the hell I'm typing. GOD HELP ME.To make people feel better
To make them feel bad
Sometimes we have to lie
But most of the time I think truth hurts
And I rather lie, to save.
Regardless of who I save,
I'm saving people from pain
hahhahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhaha
HHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
God I sound like Wonderwoman. urgh.
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Friday, November 04, 2005, 5:26 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING??? THIS IS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!! IT SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY ROUND. AHHHHHHHHHH. Hmm. Maybe it did happen on the other side too. BUT ANYWAY I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN. THIS IS DEFINITELY NOT THE WAY THINGS SHOULD TAKE PLACE!!!! I was shocked to experience it, the impact was so immense. oh my god.. Somebody just help me. I cannot afford this. I just can't.. HELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELP. It makes everything difficult, and I don't want to feel pain. I'm sure the other side would share the same sentiments too. Sigh. But.. Maybe it's because it's a bag-that-I-seldom-use-and-now-I-see-it-I-feel-that-it-looks-familiar thing. Compared to I-use-this-bag-a-lot thing, erm..I don't know. Sigh. I just think it shouldn't happen this way..(0) comments
Wednesday, November 02, 2005, 10:16 PM
I don't know what's going on. Hopefully I don't need to. ok I DON'T WANNA NOE.. Sigh. Not supposed to do this. Not supposed to do any of this. Hmm. There's no need to say sorry.. I feel that I'm in their situation you know, I think it's as hard as it is now. Both are so..sigh. Everything's so complicated. Well I think I'm the one who made it so complicated. OK IT'S MEEE JUS KILL ME IF YOU WANT. I'm not sure what's happening but I just hope the flower continues to bloom=) I guess that's the only thing to do now. i'm not gonna think about this anymore and if you people are still so protective of your pride then sorry i don't think you are truly what you are. you're all cheats lar.hmm. wait. What IS the thing in the 1st place? OOPS. haha
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12:16 AM
MUAHAHA.. presents are on the way *grin* HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. yayyyy.. hmm. can teach me how to be cute? looks like i mus go friendster to see how people pose in their pics. hmm. i must.. I CANNOT LOSE TO HIM. Hhahhahahahhahahahahhahahah what's the formula to being cute? apart from being born with it i can't find any other ways to be cute. K LOR. I ADMIT DEFEAT.. sigh. *blows hair(like dorothy)* Don't know why the sudden craze. haha.
MEATBALL ROCKS. LOVE HIM.. SO ULTRA ADORABLE LAR. budden not as cute as MUAHA. hahahaaahahhahahahaahhahaha
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005, 4:49 AM
when i look at it i realised how cuuuuuuuuuute u are. hmm. i tried being cute but failed miserably at it.. HOW COULD YOU BE SOOOOOO CUTE?? omg.. hhaha so cute sia. budden i know i can't be compared to your cuteness. too cute le.. SO CUTE! haha. kaawaaiiiiiiii..(0) comments