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Love like you've never loved before; don't hold back. Always love a cappuccino with toast and some newspapers. Enjoy the quiet mornings. Oh and hang on tight to those heartstrings - they are all that matters! Most importantly: LOVE GOD, love people.

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Sunday, July 31, 2005, 2:46 AM

MY VOICE LIGHTS UP THE WORLD AND BRINGS JOY TO MANY
(even the toilet...)




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Saturday, July 30, 2005, 10:03 PM

I GUESS I'M BACK TO ME NOW.

I can't tell. Really I can't. If not I'll lose one out of two people beside me. I should have them BOTH as my friends.. Luckily both still don't know about ANYTHING.. PHEW.. heehee X)))))
Me1: You are guilty.. you are being unfair. you can't just let it be, you HAVE to tell. If not..
Me2: You are NOT guilty.. you not being unfair either since everything has been laid out on the table. Nothing's wrong.. You did the right thing. CHEEZ...

Oh well. Me 1/ Me 2?? GIVE ME A BREAK. just don't think about it.

Seriously, I'm bored to death. I can feel my hair peeling off from BOREDOM. Damnit. I still have to do chi hmwrk later.. AURGH




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6:59 AM

I FEEL WEIRD. WOULD SOMEONE JUST LISTEN TO ME.................................................... I NEED TO TELL HER (a 'her' is preferred.) SOMETHING. I JUST FEEL WEIRD. GOD HELP ME

well I'm feeling weird and down at the same time but.. what in the world caused it?





Wings of a butterfly flutter
Pitter patter pitter patter
The rain, hitting my head.
My feelings, gone with the wind
I don't feel a thing
Weirdness.


Down down down down
My hands look brown.
Happiness is drained today,
and I don't see a glimpse of day
GOD HELP ME.
Mixing my feelings in a cup,
I'm starting to feel down.
For no reason,
I feel drowned.

Making no sense in whatever I say,
I talk nothing but nonsense.


If I ever feel happy again,
It'll be the day of the saint.
Let the angels rejoice and blow their trumpets,
Yet the sounds are the music of death
Played rhytmically to the Lord's breath.

People die, people succumb to It.
The fault is theirs,
Death they deserve.

I talked about the prophecy
Which of you can attain it?
Eternity.
Sweetess..

Weird, still I feel.
What can I do to make it peel
GOD HELP ME
Amen.





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1:51 AM

I'm glad I didn't have to choose.

Once, I walked into a flower shop. In front of me, there were two flowers: one blue, and the other white. These two flowers caught my attention the moment I stepped into the shop. And of course, when I step into a shop I must buy something right? (DUH) The blue flower was not as pretty as the white one, its petals were quite limpy, and the stem didn't look strong too. But somehow.. I feel a sense of comfort and security when I go near it.
Whenever I pass the shop, it's just sitting there, waiting for me to buy him (or her). It really hurts to walk pass and not buy it everytime. Alas, it is not my decision. I have done the right thing.

The white flower was definitely much prettier than the blue flower, the petals were fuller and less dirty. If it was a person, I would say its features were sharp and refined. But if the blue flower were to compare with this flower... Sigh. (Wow. What a great difference between this flower and the blue one) This flower has a strong and muscular stem. Handsome.. (oops.. wrong word used.) For no apparent reason, my spirits would be lifted up whenever I see this flower. God help me in love with it..I'll wait and see. Either they wither and die, or they continue waiting.


The more I see you, the more in love I am with you.

I'm glad I didn't choose, I did the right thing. Thank you Lord.




I'll continue to ponder, to dream and to think.

Sadly, seperation is certain.

May we meet again in future, both of us searching..

Goodbye flowers Let us see the light again




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Wednesday, July 27, 2005, 2:33 AM

Do not stand at my grave and weep
Mary Frye

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.

I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.

I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room,
I am the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I do not die.




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Saturday, July 23, 2005, 2:58 AM

I got a shock when I woke up this morning. I walked to the toilet, opened the door to brush my teeth, then I saw it. (or wadeva u call tt) I saw that my skin was peeling off!!!!!! Perhaps this reaction is LITTLE too big for the sunburns but... u noe.. I'm a conscious person. And now I feel like an old lady, with my skin wrinkling and dry. URGH. eewww... I started to peel off some of my skin. WOW. Strips of it came out. My shoulders have turned into a zebra crossing which mosquitoes and ants could cross.. LMAO I think the skin felt soft lar, cos it's the damaged skin mahh..... HHAAH

2dae was much like a routine, although i enjoyed the tuition class and erhu lesson.. And i bought sone earrings. $5 for 3 pairs! hey... they're NOT cheapo stuff okay... PRETTAYE... haha




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Friday, July 22, 2005, 6:07 AM

My world lit up when I heard that Derrick could return to the competition.


























I'm practically SLACKING here. I am supposed to do tuition hmwrk. DAMNIT.




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Thursday, July 21, 2005, 6:15 AM

i find people who can't multi-task AMUSING. yes, amusing. One such example is The Ostrich in my house (I'm toking abt my sis, u shud c the way she runs. We normal ppl run FORWARDS, but she runs UPWARDS. in other words u could c her bobbing up n dwn when she runs. PLUS her hands n legs r long, so she looks and runs lyk an ostrich. HAHA. Hilarious...) Anyway for piano lesson 2dae my sis n i were supposed to play the song wif our right hand and conduct wif our left hand to get "The Feel". Of course i did it wif ease, but she... *shakes head* her left hand was lyk all stiff when she played. But she did it fine when only her left hand is moving. HAHAHHAHAHAAH she can't multi-task.. IT'S OBVIOUS. Whenever she uses the com she could not tok to other ppl. You would jus hv 2 wait 4 her to finish using the com b4 toking to her. Reason: SHE CAN'T MULTI-TASK. SHE CAN'T LISTEN AND READ AT THE SAME TIME. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

unlike ME. i can multi-task. I can do cross stitch and memorise chem notes at the same ttime. I can listen to the phone and chatting to another person in front of me. HAHAHAHAHAHAH SO AMUSING......... to see The Ostrich in action!!!!! ahhaah

I might sound like im taking revenge on my sis (since she called me a LOWER LIFE FORM) but im not.. IT'S TRUE THAT SHE BEHAVES LYK AN OSTRICH.. THE WAY SHE RUNS!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH X)))))))))




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Wednesday, July 20, 2005, 6:58 AM

i jus finished watching JUE DUI SUPERSTAR.. DERRICK DID WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha love him... HHAHA 2nite was the first time i heard leon sing. It was not bad, and i didn't expect him to sound like lin jun jie... HAHA anyway, i still lyk derrick.... HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAH
WOOHOOOOOOOO..... he rocks.. hope he could get back to the competition..

AND sebastian couldn't make it. Even one of the judges said that it was gd for him to hv experience and this competition as THIS AGE. thus i conclude that sebastian might not make it as one of the judges IMPLIED that he wouldn't make it back.. (this is wad i think. dun lyk it, den dun read.) THANKEWW....

hhahah actually hagen sounds OKAY.. i thought he would b THOROUGHLY GAY 2nite cos he's singing ting hai.. but, alas, he's still a man rite.. HAHA he sounded jus OKAY, but it was dull.. HAHA

oOh. 1st tym hving so much comments on SUPERSTAR... (i was being influenced by hb..)




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3:42 AM

GEOG TEST IS OVER. O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! these r the 4 letters tt i DREAM of hearing everyday in sch. during lessons, during cca, during recess, during home econs, I WISH THOSE HORRIBLE CHANTING FIGURES IN FRONT WOULD GO AWAY N LEAVE ME ALONE - ta-da~ sch's OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha lame... (*chicken walking across screen laying eggs*)

Anyway, i suppose the geog test was ALRIGHT. end of discussion case closed court dismissed.

I SHALL NOT TOK ABT TESTS. I SHALL THINK ABT THE SLACKING I'LL B DOING AT HOME.. hahahahahahhahahahhahaaahahahha wow. HAHA. im blasted....

oh. i forgot abt a part of the poem from the new south wales competition el paper. I think it's quite meaningful, bcos it describes me. (i think it describes everybody else too..)

"But I have no idea where to go,
And wait all morning, by a window, the big sky blankly there,
Not knowing what I'm waiting for,
Yet aching for it jus the same."
- Kevin Hart




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Friday, July 15, 2005, 12:30 AM

I have to admit: I FINALLY noe the meaning of sunburn. yes, S-U-N-B-U-R-N sunburn.
The whole day a little boring (as usual) except for the part in which i hv 2 CARRY MY BAG N IT EATS INTO MY FLESH. YES. THE STRAPS WERE FEASTING ON MY POOR SHOULDERS. humph. ouch..... (i felt my shoulders n they felt sticky.. u noe y?? reason is as simple: the cream tt i applied this morn was mixed with my sweat, n thus it became sticky. YUCK)
OH. there was this MATH TEST 2dae. it was "alright", jus tt i can't b sure of my answers. I mean, who WOULD?? anyway, i saw zhixin n a few of other ppl studying so hard for math, and i started to feel guilty. I started to feel a sense of insecurity, because i looked at them, and i looked at myself. WAD THE HELL WAS I DOING?? slacking? im not sure. BUT the stuff has oready been registered into my mind. I THOUGHT i didn't hv anything 2 worry about but... Sometimes you look at other people, you start to think about yourself. What kind of person am I? I used to think that other people would do better than me because they seem to study so hard, they seem to put in so much effort. but then again, i DID better than them (for quite a few times). I guess i felt a little smug? so i didn't really study much. I mean SERIOUSLY. I don't know what's the meaning of working hard, I REALLY DON'T KNOW!!! I feel insecure...
Ok, think. Think about HAPPY STUFF.












(great. the math test jus POPPED INTO my brain again.)

HAHA imagine every piece of memory u store in your brain is a germ. It'll wander all over your brain, as it crawls, it gathers with the other pieces of memory, and then it travels to your eyes. All comes to brain immediately. You start to rmb everything at once. hmm... i wonder hw to those pieces of memory are forgotten. perhaps these germs die because of a lack of nutrients? I would REALLY want to know.. hahahahaa
WOAH. im SO away frm the topic i started to talk about... AHHAHAAHA tt means im not thinking 'bout the math test again..











damn it. math test pops up. AGAIN.




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Monday, July 11, 2005, 6:17 AM

I REFUSE TO TALK BOUT 2DAE'S LIT DRAMATISATION. SEEMS LYK WE DIDN'T DO AS WELL AS WE SHUD. IT MATTERS NO MORE. IT'S OVER.
ANYWAY, THE HAND IS STILL MY SECRETARY. TALK TO IT.




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Sunday, July 10, 2005, 3:33 AM

TALK TO MY HAND. TALK TO IT PEOPLE.




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Saturday, July 09, 2005, 6:02 AM

"Gd afternoon uncles, aunties and fellow classmates. Welcome to Arts with a Heart. Today, the students from different age levels wuold perform their foundation skills............."
HAHA 2dae we performed for the President's Challenge (Arts with a Heart) I HEARD sumbody say dat S.R.Nathan cuming.. Den i THOUGHT the event would b a "grand" one but in the end it was a very natural performance, it seemed lyk we weren't even performing. jus dancing in class... On the whole the performance was a success, although there were slips, but it was alright. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, wad a tiring day it was!! i woke up at 8.46 to eat my dinner. And i haven started on my hmwrk YET. great. JUS great. haiz.......




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Sunday, July 03, 2005, 12:32 AM

I saw the sky that day.


















Just waiting for Jesus to take me in his arms, to protect and love me.


How wonderful
How lovely the picture would be
Alas, death comes a long long way.
I have a path to walk.




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Friday, July 01, 2005, 5:50 AM

stoopid sensitive guy.
YOU Think everyone whud fall in love wif you the moment they glance at you or tok to you or chat wif you online or comment sumthing abt you or you heard rumours abt u n sumbody??
BULLSHIT
YOU THINK TOO MUCH YOU THINK TOO MUCH OR YOURSELF.
if that's gonna happen in sec sch, its gonna happen forever.
U SUCK.

whud sumbody jus give him a squeeze at his face?? i mean, a slap would b better. den ALL HIS PIMPLES WOULD BE SQUEEZED AND PUS SQUIRTS OUT.
U SUCK PIMPLEFACE
PIMPLE FREAK.

I'VE HEARD TOO MANY CASES OF YOU BEHAVING SO INCORRIGIBLY. WAD A HORRID BOY. YOU TOO PROUD. YOU THINK TOO HIGHLY OF URSELF. ITS GONNA GET U IN DEEP SHIT SUMDAY SUMWHERE. I DUNNO. ANYWAY IM NOT COMMENTING FURTHER ITS NOT MY BUSINESS
GD LUCK 2 U N UR PIMPLES. TATA~



P.S. there r many pimple face-s ard. dun get the wrong idea or think too much.




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