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Friday, October 31, 2008, 7:22 AM

Still shitting a mountain high

big nostrils vs small nostrils

BB WINS.

lol able to fit the index finger in nicely!! faints mine gets stuck at the entrance hahahahhahahah




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Thursday, October 30, 2008, 3:48 AM

Shitting a mountain high

Talk of the day. hahah bb is always retarded =.=







Having no sport shoes is not an excuse for not exercising. Screw you Emily!!
I hope to find a pair tmr

But sport shoes are so ugly=.=




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Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 7:09 AM

Would you tell me I was wrong

Hmmm my previous posts had been emo. Cant help it; what I see I feel, what I feel I express.

Awfully idle day. hmmm I wonder if Photoshop could be used in any charitable purposes other than the worship of teenage narcissm (God, my eyes..)

Perhaps one day I'll find a use for Photoshop so noble, I could do CIP right from home.









In RJ we have:
Stall 5 - sweaty uncle
Stall 2 - Linda/Helen
Stall 9 - the YAY uncle
and many more to discover

In RV we had;
Lee Lee Mei
Raymond Teo Beng Beng
Deaf Auntie
Slack Uncle
Shuai Uncle
Pervert Uncle

To all these canteen heroes whom I have never shown appreciation for and even make fun of - you're remembered and greatly missed
I'll never forget the great food and toothy smiles you all gave; with special thanks to:

Pervert Uncle, for injecting suspicion and fear in the minds of many, making our lives slightly more exciting just by existing and looking like a molester

Raymond Teo Beng Beng, for being perpetually rude to your mother with added drama and selling awesome burgers. Your courageous business turnabout from selling icecream is greatly admired

Lee Lee Mei, who makes everyone happy just by looking just like our favourite teacher; who never fails to joke.I'll never forget the day you offered your purse to sell a pau
<insert> 'yao she me. char siew pau, ji pau, cai pau, hai shi QIAN BAO?'

Deaf Auntie, for being so.. umm, if you could just hear me.

RV. Miss RV a great deal.. (: God Bless RV(:




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Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 7:15 AM

What have I done

What have I done to myself A recurrent mistake is evidence of a warped mind.

I hate Emily




You probably didn't realise




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Monday, October 27, 2008, 8:00 AM

lazy afternoons

Lazy afternoon with zz and wl. love the times walking around with nothing on my mind..

The tempting hues of a colourful world. Lures you to an addiction to a sweet universe
I pushed through the crowds taking in that churning mix of colours Just makes me wince




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Sunday, October 26, 2008, 5:06 AM

I wonder why my dolldoll is always plagued by health problems hard to level up leh

-__-

must be zz. keep feeding it shit -.-




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5:02 AM

All the world's problems can be solved by owning a polaroid

I want! RAH




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Friday, October 17, 2008, 7:50 AM

Melancholy, tears, intimate familiarity and laughter all in one conversation

Talking has became more complex ridden with complications, but thats humanity

(:

Humanity confers us wisdom to discern, and to encourage to others
What the world lacks, humanity makes up for it. A person cannot withstand the heaviness of an environment deficient of consolation, so open our hearts, not just our ears, to listen.
Miscommunication can be the bud of dreaded problems and heartaches





Had lunch with jojo I really thank God for her(:!




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Sunday, October 12, 2008, 3:21 AM

They say there are at least 10,000 people who look somewhat similar to you in the world. Why is it that not all 10,000 Takuya Kimura lookalikes appear in Singapore?? Why is it that Daniel Henney lookalikes don't hover around anywhere???

faints

I guess the Takuya Kimura lookalike in my estate is enough hahahahah(: He looks like a Phillipino Takuya. I still remember we used to take the same train and the same carraige in the morning.. (yup I try hard, so we're kinda remotely related waha) ALRIGHT I'm drifting off

And the Cheng Han lookalike at WestMall CityChain. I wonder why some people can look so similar

Entirely random.

I believe I have something churning in my heart, a secret confession


I suspect I adore my PW group. hahahah I like our PW group.. Come to think of it if it wasn't for PW this mix of people wouldn't even talk, much less hang out.

hahs I'm grateful




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Friday, October 10, 2008, 6:33 AM

The more I look at my blog url, the more I..dont know what to say about it. Lol and more than half of the links don't work

I'm a lao blogger, I guess anything goes.. Religiously updating on my boring life all these years people just die in front of their coms when they chance upon my blog

I looked back at the posts I had in sec2 sec3 omg their quite revolting -__- They're all so act funny not funny. lol I guess I mellowed.. ANYTHING GOES now.

I'm tired but bored. Weird feeling




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2:53 AM

I felt so much better after telling bb everything (as always) but more importantly because I saw that it was opening a doorway so I prayed to close it! Praise the Lord!

Nothing much nowadays, just PW. But I love PW(:

I wonder would we have the same slack timetable after our OP dry run. Then maybe can play bball yayyyy if I find people who can actually move and run, that is.




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Thursday, October 09, 2008, 5:16 AM

man.. long weekend! but bb's not free. lauzzzzzzz

I guess I can devote my time to PW (: I love PW!

yawns




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Wednesday, October 08, 2008, 7:46 AM

Shouldn't talk too much -__-

yawns

bb and miss bb




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Monday, October 06, 2008, 8:09 AM

GOSH

I cannot stand it man if I didn't do ___________ then dont need to say until so sarcastic right it's super fake why do people in rj talk like that. I admit it's my fault I've been kinda lazy but I HATE people talking in circles like hello friends hello friends WHO'S YOUR FRIEND________________________________ our_______has not been freaking done up__________ and ______________

I don't know whether it's sarcasm or not la huh I don't know and I don't want to know. If thats not sarcasm (it's so serious I feel my skin itch while reading) and thats how you get people to work and thats how you show how nice you are in asking people to do work then good for you I'm certain a lot of people would really love to work under you since you describe the state of things so beautifully it's simply so touching.

I was just telling MinJia being smart doesn't make up for everything. It doesn't make up for the low EQ or the insensitivity or the awkward social interaction and sarcasm. IT'S SO WPPPPP! (wahpiang for short, easier on the eye and not so beng:D)

Maybe I was wrong but I don't care -___-

My brain not functioning now I don't want to redeem myself I don't want to think what to do next

-__-




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Sunday, October 05, 2008, 7:33 AM

we all love sneakers, skinnys and T-shirts

Went shopping with bb

Okay I did the darting around while bb lolled along Haven't had such satisfaction in a long time! Just so much deprivation in this devastating world.

I really liked today. I felt it was something different
closer, it seems

gg and bb yay hahah It was a great day (:



I saw ch and hw on facebook! Still look the same wahahah. I miss those days




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Friday, October 03, 2008, 10:38 PM

I want to go out

Caged by duty and my own sianness-__-

Here's when you direct your frustration in every corner/crevice possible

"You dont spend as much time with me as you do with them!"

-___-

I go play with photoshop again

XO




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Thursday, October 02, 2008, 10:55 PM

For a transient moment I thought I saw my sister in the carpark my heart lurched

Same black shirt same FBTs

Then that face morphed into its original forgettable-ness
Turns out she had long hair.

I hate it when there are unannounced arrangements.

Random examples. Like say, you're supposed to meet someone and last minute her parents decided to care about her life for once and forbid her to go out. Or say, you want to slack (I mean me hahahahah) but a certain person calls you last minute to tell you "Hey, tell you hor you do do do do this, send to me by today/sunday" <-- I simply ABHOR this type of thing mans! Can die.

That anticipation which is waiting to erupt to a glorious end at the instant you start doing what you planned to do just simmers And then it slowly turns to a churning mix of indignance and anger for whoever or whatever which could have been causal to the bloody situation ("I kept my day free for you! Now what am I going to do!!"). When you realise you can do nothing about it, or you realise you can find no fault with/blame that whoever / whatever - comes a grudging compliance to fate (!%#^!&@*!??!)

Swear also no use.

Sometimes I think thats why kids don't like or even hate their parents nagging. Simply because they have their own teenage pleasures to seek and then their parents have a completely different routine/plan set out for them. An issue of conflicting aims

Shakeshead. And you wonder why I spend time thinking bout these things -___-

Alright if you find me finally weird enough already I go play with photoshop liaozzz (:




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8:08 AM

It's so odd to think my life just whizzes past like this

Especially odd during a time of joyous galivanting

Sometimes I think I could have better spent my time on completing something I originally planned to do instead of spacing out so frequently and wasting time with such abandon. But then again things like photoshopping essentially is meaningless-__- hahah like making people's arms so much flabbier and making the people I take pictures with look like bulky people while I make myself look ano hahahahah

See what I mean, another cheap thrill.

I think I'm getting used to spacing out. So much so that I have a mental block and inspiration is slow in coming D: I think my mind is so spaced out I've turned into one of those unfazed game-ridden kids

It's terrible having to vacillate between feelings of purpose and vacancy Either set your heart on doing something, or continue indulging in the illusory pleasure of wasting time

The one good thing I've done in this week - I discovered video calling / Skype / other wonders of seeing people alive and talking online

Technically not an action, but still. Enjoyable. And so excittingggg(:

I miss chewyface alot

Thinking of less than 2 years on from now, where would we be?
I always say, it's definitely a valid concern




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3:12 AM

Had lunch with chewyface ytd:D hahahah

The wonder of videocalling(:

Okay I sounded like some noob-__-

But it shouldn't be an excuse. If everybody had webcams then everybody would just lapse into a constant shitty cycle and continue living in solitude while maintaining minimal contact with the world. It leads to procrastination, it leads to isolation and most of all it generates laziness. Its convenience would eventually be its downfall

hahah it seems rather retarded to make faces at the webcam (like I do-__-). Like you're some idiot.

Cheap thrill.

And PW starts again! Was kinda stressed during OP lecture at the amount of things to do. I figured it would sound unnatural if you memorize a script what

Crap.

My brain is filled with nothingness now




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Wednesday, October 01, 2008, 7:41 AM


My sister left
Fortunately it all ended on a happy note with a 30-strong support group saying "Bye" in a chorus
A moment of serious discussion


but it had begun with (childhood) joys as these
hahah I feel really excited for her.. Thank God for the safe trip!
Psalm 20:7
"Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God." And we say Amen to that!!




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