They call me Em. Or M.
Love like you've never loved before; don't hold back. Always love a cappuccino with toast and some newspapers. Enjoy the quiet mornings. Oh and hang on tight to those heartstrings - they are all that matters! Most importantly: LOVE GOD, love people.
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On one hand I dont think I mind but deep down I probably do. So infused in my heart I think I should contain it
It doesn't make a difference telling does it, wait till it doesn't matter anymore.
First time I ate so much BBQ food mannnnn hmmm didn't see much of the birthday boy=.=
Waiting for a well-deserved (which then again is open to manipulation) break gss, dhoby and 0791!! faints
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Inconclusive. General and perpetual observation that answers are found beyond hearing/seeing, filtered by more and more and more and even more selectivity And I hate the word selectivity Selectivity is all we're concerned about right it's so easy to be disconcerted with the onset of sporadic bouts of selectivity slapped in your face from time to time While you being unsuspecting question the intentions behind the very act of being selective
So silly to subject yourself to the tiresome questioning
Maybe eventually when answers emerge they'll serve to disappoint further and deepen the pit we all are already in. I'm in are you?
I will not squeal/shriek anymore so incompatible with my image + to hell to nicehairboy who smokes HA TAKE THAT.
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Quick one before I slog through the dreadful AQ.
Hmmm didn't realise I could be quite transparent more than half the people who took my quiz got 50% and above Was expecting low scores considering erm, the unintentional/unspoken guardedness with some people I mean sometimes it just doesn't occur to be to share certain things especially with certain people (clarification granted) but rest assured there are really some other people whom I gladly share things with to the point when they hear my stories repeated so many times(:
Was just wondering whether the results were an outcome of me being myself / the predictability of my actions I'm optimistic it's the former
But these tests are not accurate afterall there's always space for guesswork. LOUSY QUIZ.
AND TLR you pangsai (in your style hor) HOW CAN YOU GET 50%??? <-- like you'll ever read=.=
heehee my sis knows me best<3
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walau kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm seriously very affected. DARN BLUEBERRY CHEESE TART!!!!!
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F is latent.
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I need more me more so than Isolating DNA Part II
If your discomfort was a trial I think I would have passed felt a wrench so intense & half frustrated at your obstinacy Finally helpless about the circumstances that you should suffer in my absence
Never expected the tearing the split second of revelation; nevertheless comforted with a certain reality that all has been genuine.
So this is me.
Feels satisfying to nurse a patient the same way mothers do. Probably my maternal instincts acting up prematurely BUT seriously (think schmerz) an enactment of what I often
Quite a happy day, glad for certain people. Look forward to Weds and every morning!
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RAHHHHHHHH rahhhhrahrha rahrahrahrahrahrahrahrahhhhhh <-- had to resort to a non-verbal form of venting frustration, I'm feeling all too inert today
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Shitsssssss I really cant bring myself to do anything. Hope its no an onset of throat infectionD:
16 available hours a day, on average 7 are spent in school. 9 hours left to do what we are entrusted to do, what we feel like doing, what we feel obliged to do or to not do anything at all
What fires me up exactly.. Too fuelled that I feel myself burning out. That determination seem to blot out every bit of color now So not happening now =.=
Why can't I be a pasar malam vendor ): with my sis selling cup corn and me selling steamcakes low cost and brainless jobD:
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I knew you were reading all this while Its the very reason for the ambiguous obscure writing Words so shrouded probably intelligible only to myself. Many times I was swelling with emotions but somehow those emotions translated to only a few immemorable words (<-- interpreted as unfeeling/sorely lacking in any sentiment at all) which really did injustice to the remarkable things that happened
Even now words seem to be veiled with ambiguity
But then again being vague amounts to nothing. It doesn't change anything simply because the single event which has great bearing on my life presently lay unexposed
Sadly my identity doesn't seem to coincide with what you two perceive it to be, it pains me sometimes I wished my identity wasn't halved on most days
As long as it takes
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No more choraleD: I think enough's said though.. These people the moments the music the many tiny episodes of laughter and guffawing Packed in my heart, will always remember(:
Random thoughts this week:
BLOCK 383 (or something) MAN can your dad please please please please please buy that
house and quickly shove you innnnnnnn RAH
Hmmm unspeakable sense of warmth in my heart. Feel something tingling because I envision and am hopeful of a future like theirs
Stupider thoughts this week:
Why can't I be homeschooled by dage Complete with a spacious domitory / canteen / garden/ backyard/ 32-inch LCD TV (I think)/24-inch com screen (I think) faints
Why can't I be more happening=.=
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BUILDUP TO THE FINAL AND DEFINING MOMENT!! faints. I'm going to go by faith man, Lord, if you will us to achieve that something.. So be it(:
I need to iron my
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3 more days! Rehearsal at VCH wasn't exactly gratifying.. I'm excited about the quality of music we have to offer on FIFTH MAYYYYY
I really dont know what to feel anymore. There's this constant prodding I can't seem to shake off. I try to interpret but often think too much instead If I were a psychiatrist I think many of my patients would die in my hands :/
While being some emo pangsai,
Various interpretations of the same sms (according to my standards):
Take for example, a ordinary but potentially contentious/ambiguous phrase like "lol I'm sure" (in response to a statement)
1. "LOL! I'm sure!"
Individual is possibly genuinely engaged in the convo, a sense of enthusiasm is evoked, as proven by the use of 2 exclamation marks in the span of 3 words, and the use of caps.
Tendency to extend convo : 8/10
(Does not apply if individual is perpetually overtly happy and has great inclination to exclaim rather than talk)
2. "lol I'm sure.."
Incidence of multiple fullstops. Generally playing nice, possibly not knowing how to respond appropriately to the previous statement/Sian of the convo, nothing to say
Tendency to extend convo: 6/10
3. "LOL IM SURRRRRRE HAHAHAH"
Excitement blown out of proportion. Really bubbly individual here
Tendency to extend convo: 8.5/10 (it hardly reaches 9 for me)
I'm likely to reply in the same manner
4. "lol im sure"
No punctuations I personally pay most attention to these msgs because they are highly contentious, either lazy to type/offended by the previous statement
Tendency to extend convo: 1.5/10
Aiya just..bye bye la.
I guess I've wasted enough time
I probably should continue living like that. Sighs.
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