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May 2005 |
Thursday, February 12, 2009, 7:15 AM
?Was rather frustrated during piano today In fact,very frustrated, to a greater extent as compared to last week, and the week before and the week before.. At this point in time with all I can see ahead of me, this commitment seems to be very sidelined from certain goals which we call priorities Possible reasons for/contributing factors to this testing obstacle: 1) I feel indebted to Teacher James for taking me in because I feel his expectations of me are higher than what I actually can/able/have time to attain 2) Teacher James is too understanding. I really appreciate it, to the extent it becomes a burden. because he always accepts that I have no time to practice, but a tiny thought tells me sometimes I choose not to practise 3) I don't have time to practi LOUSY EXCUSE 4) I have only passable, but not great passion for this (which corelates to having not much time and too much on my mind) 5) The more deep-rooted issue is my mom's expectation from all of this. I have little recognition of her ideals for me - I'm pretty sure I'll not take Music I have no conclusion out of this man. Sian this is so annoying Crap. =,= (0) comments Sunday, February 08, 2009, 4:58 AM
Heads upSchool starts again tomorrow.. This year passed so quickly. I need my bb remedy NOWD: bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb I seriously adore the school canteen I can't help going real early and just chill there lols It'll be good to combine bb remedy with canteen therapy. sighs. (0) comments Thursday, February 05, 2009, 5:17 AM
Now listen to herIt's stifling to read the things I write which are disappointingly self-pitying, sorry mom So much for quelling strife within myself, when she faces greater injustice Subjugated by The System consisting of inept persons Void II - not one part of a being wills to ease the distress of another I've been immensely disappointed lately (0) comments Wednesday, February 04, 2009, 6:17 AM
Listen to me State of void most of today, I probably frowned a lot. I probably stared at the scald on my finger a lot too Day in day out (0) comments Tuesday, February 03, 2009, 7:15 AM
Wake up, wake up Busy days ahead, a slacker like me needs to find inner peace. (0) comments |