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May 2005 |
Saturday, July 12, 2008, 4:05 AM
Was supposed to research for EoM articles but my attention deviated to blog surfing. So sinfulThere's just so much affliction and despair in those posts is school that bad? Probably. I've had instances when I questioned my decision but then it always falls back to the same notion. I always envisioned the other environment to be less detached, less unforgiving and probably more humane but envisioning (DREAM ON UH) and the actual setting is entirely different in fact it could turn out to be a disappointment. It would have been such a letdown so much so that I would have been more miserable then the present state I might just stab myself and die Or am I giving this place too much credit? Possibly. What keeps me going? Is it a relevant question at all? A chronic bout of disappointment perhaps. or the getting used to or finding the good in a flawed entity Apart from acting deep and philosophical which I'm so not I guess I really haven't come to a conclusion just yet. Time could possibly give me an answer; or I myself could answer to my expectations turth is things are picking up and I just hope it gets better.. Oh and not forgetting the occasional profession of concern or proclamation of endearment which er, kinda makes me slightly envious : Sighs. SO EMO SIA I'm not surprised today's speech day was excruciatingly boring. So typical of RV.. (0) comments |