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May 2005 |
Monday, May 14, 2007, 3:45 AM
Technically there're a few words to describe what I'm feeling nowdisgusted somewhat exploited carefree (I like the way I set my hair so natural:D) I realised there aren't many things I could fret over that's when your attention is turned to ahem, something else Despite the unpleasant confrontation (& realisation of) with well, basically the horrible truth about my results, I figured it's not as bad. I always adored my mom for giving me her support in comforting myself to the fullest - it's okay when you've done your very best and I say EXACTLY heehs It's not as bad..seriously. It's a dead thing. AND YOU WONDER what the living can do to you. Answer's much worse. Exploitation, defeat, it just happens you know. Since there are just SO many things around that hurt might as well FLIP AND DIE I disagree with that sometimes I just feel like saying FOAD (thanks yile for teaching this[:) plus a sigh but that's basically the fullstop after that it's all chionging ahead. Ever lost? hmm not really. I didn't HAVE a direction to start with FOAD. hahah mans I kinda like that and er what, KMT? hahahahah gosh I guess I was born hard. Or say, nonchalant. Not many things matter. And those which REALLY matter don't seem appreciated -____- is it luck or..? I don't know.. I'm in utter disbelief. and I shake my head, laugh the matter off, wonder how dumb I can get sometimes and.. that's it. Wait? lol FOR WHAT? laughs I'm loving it all.. perhaps I should change my hairstyle more often:D D: OH I forgot. I have a junior who copies me DX lol whatever I still prefer my natural look ! (0) comments |