They call me Em. Or M.
Love like you've never loved before; don't hold back. Always love a cappuccino with toast and some newspapers. Enjoy the quiet mornings. Oh and hang on tight to those heartstrings - they are all that matters! Most importantly: LOVE GOD, love people.
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MANS. ytd was the cl performance it was great! I liked the last play. hahah abstract yet understandable perhaps it brought on some tears that some people were nostalgic after the performance and I was like :'( Made me realise time passes real fast. yea. and I'm getting fatter
LOL
"You're drunk!"
"And you, are ugly. As for my condition, it will pass by the morning. You, however, will still be ugly.
have a nice day
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and my sister went for this PSC scholar test didn't seem like a surprise to me afterall she's always so smart:D I'm sure she'll get in
hmm I've been thinking rj seems like a good choice I mean right from the beginning I had only rj in mind didn't want to consider anything else simply cause my sister was there but now it might not be the case bah
I understand her taking pride in rj I mean from her stand perhaps rj is really that much better than rv except..her schoolistic pride seems overbearing or pompous sometimes I don't know maybe I'm still in rv and she's taken flight for more daring stuff in rj that made it seem she's arrogant in some ways. Not arrogant for HERself but she's seriously loyal to rj. To the extent I feel..she doesn't really like chinese schools now. We keep telling her she shouldn't forget her roots she was from one wasn't she? hmmm she's insistent that rj's better than hc hahah better in many aspects and what's wrong with prcs????
I'm not sure but from interaction with her.. hmmm how should I put it I just feel that rj feels a little fake from the way she talks to her schoolmates I guess the relations are pretty superficial? It's just a feeling I get apart from the things you could accomplish as a student in rj I think the people there are kinda shallow I don't think you'll get reAL friends there hahah I don't know la maybe I'm a little too sensitive or narrow-minded shrugs
hc on the other hand seems more welcoming (sorry sis) hahah perhaps most of them from chinese schools it just seems safer. hahah then nj surely like home lo
but I like the rj campus so biggggg
hmmmm ang lee yong writing our testimonials HAH
Called dorothy ytd just to make sure she was okay and stuff glad she's making progress.. Good for you! :D
I remember Auntie Emily's prophecy for me she said God told her "..though she's twisted but not bent.." which was really true. And I thank God for that.. I also remember Jackie Pullinger mentioning because of her utter disappointment with this drug addict "I don't mind my heart being broken cause I know only when my heart's totally shattered then I'll get his.." which I thought was pertinent Pastor Khong pointed out that "when God wants to use this person he'll break his heart to the extent that all he lives is for Him, such that faith in God will take place and that he wouldn't be so conscious of himself" I don't know why but it just had an impact on me what does it take to become broken..? I mean of course in the Godly sense bah hahah it's just so true
hahah I'm just so happy some SCs didn't get in :DDD flipping flipping
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gosh all DSA and stuff's making me kinda bothered
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free to think more
hmmm I can see what you're trying to do. nice one:D ohwells. I give up coming up with a counter action so I've decided to play along:3 I read a little of Zhihui's psychology book today what was mentioned was er informative but perhaps it wasn't what I was looking for I was hoping to read about deciphering microexpressions (damn it'll great to know how) or..perhaps like what, mind games that all can playyy and stuff. Not very in depth.. But at least now I know what's the difference between anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa
I feel this deep sense of compassion to help you.. I just don't know how. Occasionally you seem in denial (no offence) but I didn't mean anything just harmless talk. Perhaps I didn't try hard enough hmm cards and words of encouragement don't seem to suffice and I don't really know how to counsel OR console I can only listen.. It pains me to see you like that! I heard a horrible horrible truth today that I could have tried my best to avert but didn'tD: I knew about it but I wasn't very sure if I should confront you about it. sighs. Your dreadful behaviour's scaring me! I'm glad to hear that you're starting to do something about it (grapes are fine[:)but I'm not sure how MUCH of it is actually working out for you. Could be 90% could be 15% I don't know. that's how I feel, at least.
hmm on the other hand I don't think you'll be reading this.. BUT in any case if you've read this contact me asap kay? At least I can listen:D
Loadsa love<3
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heehs
must have been the rj gop booklet
compo compo compo compo compo compo compo
hmmm running with dorothy would be kinda fun
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Lol felt kinda empowered during cca today apart from talking nonsense with JW AND NIC + company (damn funny love them:3) AND the instructor actually ASKED mE to scold the sec2s! flip flip flip at first I was like, huh? But the thought lingered only for a second then it turned to something that sounds like WOOTS they deserve it if I can scold them better make it good ahahha
I would LOVE to scold them hahah scold them until they CRY uh
hmm but ms tay said she'll scold them. as a whole. damn destroyed my plannnnnnn
heehs
and the instructor can't bear to see me leave co :'( awww
she's a nice lady needs an eloquent and assertive person like me to assist her though
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perhaps this feeling will go away after some time cos I know GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME:D
heehs
I'm strong spiritually
THANK GOD!
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disgusted
somewhat exploited
carefree (I like the way I set my hair so natural:D)
I realised there aren't many things I could fret over
that's when your attention is turned to ahem, something else
Despite the unpleasant confrontation (& realisation of) with well, basically the horrible truth about my results, I figured it's not as bad. I always adored my mom for giving me her support in comforting myself to the fullest - it's okay when you've done your very best and I say EXACTLY
heehs
It's not as bad..seriously. It's a dead thing. AND YOU WONDER what the living can do to you. Answer's much worse. Exploitation, defeat, it just happens you know. Since there are just SO many things around that hurt might as well FLIP AND DIE
I disagree with that sometimes I just feel like saying FOAD (thanks yile for teaching this[:) plus a sigh but that's basically the fullstop after that it's all chionging ahead. Ever lost? hmm not really. I didn't HAVE a direction to start with
FOAD. hahah mans I kinda like that and er what, KMT? hahahahah gosh
I guess I was born hard. Or say, nonchalant. Not many things matter. And those which REALLY matter don't seem appreciated -____- is it luck or..? I don't know..
I'm in utter disbelief. and I shake my head, laugh the matter off, wonder how dumb I can get sometimes and.. that's it. Wait? lol FOR WHAT?
laughs
I'm loving it all..
perhaps I should change my hairstyle more often:D
D: OH I forgot. I have a junior who copies me DX
lol whatever I still prefer my natural look !
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hahah I guess I'll just have to stick to this skin don't know what's with the taste nowadays tsk
I finally understand the importance of protecting yourself I think it really really is crucial but hmmm I might have confused escaping from it with protecting myself. hmmmm oh well I don't really have the need to think about it I survived means I survived CHEERS
I can take it like a man
hahahs
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Some people mentioned I was SARCASTIC and I talk like a..MAN? HAH give me a chance to defend myself okay
what's the fun of NOT being sarcastic? Not that I delight in making fun of people but hmmm those who don't understand the meaning of well ahem JOKING could possibly indicate how petty they are. And the art of being sarcastic probably lies in the ability to BE sarcastic but NOT EXACTLY to hurt anyone's well, uber impOrtant feelings
it was never meant for deliberate or longterm affliction on anyone
right.
But if someone said my tone was ambiguous at certain times (or most of the time, whatever) and that S didn't know whether I was just joking or not, HELLO if someone knew me well enough (or made the effort to know me well enough to that extent) then there really isn't a need for me to type all this. Not that I HAVE to type all this but I just feel the urge to do so. OKAY it's sad when you have to know someone through another person and that's tragic.
HMMM. talking like a MAN? lol I have nothing to say about that cause I believe I'm ever so virtuous and demure:D
that was MILD right. That was the mildest zi kua-ing ever right? apparently some people just can't stand it.. it's so mild I don't think it would mount up to anything unless they're jealous hahah xD
gosh I have to cook lunch. BEAT THAT. hahaha
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