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May 2005 |
Wednesday, December 14, 2005, 11:13 AM
you know i've thought about it. i've thought about it looong and hard. Maybe you're right Mandy, maybe i was being unfair when i said all that. but you see i dont think saying that has made any difference. in fact i should have said more, i should have talked about it until the person felt so small, until the person can actually slip into the grating of the drain. yea i really hope i can get a chance to do that. and BOOM.. now i really wish that could happen. it's not working man.the best thing and the hateful thing about blogging is that it's for the public to read. i know you and you and you and you and you are reading. the good thing about blogging is that you don't have to tell a person face to face how you feel. you can just blog about it and the person reads and you don't have to say much. however there are many incidents that involve misunderstanding. i think that's because sometimes we don't have trust between one another. you might blog about a person's shortcomings and feel that it's for the person's own good but many times people misunderstand and take it that you're criticising him/her. i think having a blog is quite fun because you can type alot (i like typing) and at the same time vent all your frustration. sadly im not like most of you who can write whatever you want on your blog. eyes are watching XD so wads the point of having a blog right? it's really a sad sad thing. right now perhaps you are reading, and you too. blogging can be torturous for me because i have to use other things represent what i want to write. i can't blog about the actual thing itself. but most of the time i guess i'm comforting (or should i say decieving) myself saying that what im doing is to improve my lit and for the sake of mankind.X] so usually most of you don't understand what im writng. im being pushed to this state=) ok. i have legs i can walk the doors are not always closing in on me. there's still time. so relax. (me: *smacks forehead* sickening..) yaya you wouldn't stoop soooo low to talk to me right whatever i say you'll think it's to lowly for you to listen. yaya so you shouldn't talk to me in futureX] i told you so many times you wouldn't listen don't get cocky okayy. what an unfeeling person *shakes head* ok you're good. YOU'RE GOOD. *claps* you're goood. shall i continue to say how FANTASTIC or how CLEVER you are? i mean seriously, you're good. you're toooo good. and err some people are just so busy right. i don't see where this car is heading and i believe it's gonna crash very soon. we're all slackers ya?XD totally. too slack. but i couldn't do anything about it. yea. cheers buddy hahahahhahahhahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahah i could have blogged a hell lot more if it wasn't for the Eye. i couldn't be bothered oh Emily you deserve a beating. Emily you should slap yourself. i hate myself sometimes. i hate everyone okayy. (xcept some) i don't ever discriminate. i hate you and you and you and you. i feel helpless sometimes, i feel frustrated but nobody actually knows (xcept Mandy. thx babeXD) URGH WHATEVER. damitol is definitely what i need (0) comments |