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May 2005 |
Friday, October 14, 2005, 5:57 AM
i thought i would not be sad over my results. obviously sometimes in life you experience failure? im angry you know, im angry with myself for my careless and f-ing mistake. how blind can i get? i don't even know how to count. ok i know some of you people are gloating over my mistake. today was the first time i really cried because of my results I WAS WORRIED SICK LAR. can you imagine losing close to 20 mrks?? you must be kidding.. i mean i cried not because i was sad. I WAS WORRIED. I WAS ANGRY DAMNIT. now i realise how terrible and how bad some people feel when they are really really disappointed with their results, now i realise why i'm not good at consoling. i just don't know how they feel, i don't share their emotions. sometimes i think i have better friends than me being a good friend. today then i realised that i've actually put pressure on myself i learn to really take note of my results. i didn't care about my results when i was in sec 1 cause i thought i could just sail through sec1 easily. but when i came to sec2 i realised how important it was to do well for every test and i start to you know, study lar. but i tried to study but i just couldn't sit still. anyway for the past tests i've taken them in my stride lar. this time has really been surprising for me. i didn't even know i had expectations for myself i didn't know i valued my test papers so much i shouldn't brood over it yah? i know God has a plan for me and i shouldn't think much about it. God has a plan for me and i already left my results to God. (0) comments |