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Love like you've never loved before; don't hold back. Always love a cappuccino with toast and some newspapers. Enjoy the quiet mornings. Oh and hang on tight to those heartstrings - they are all that matters! Most importantly: LOVE GOD, love people.
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Monday, October 31, 2005, 9:44 PM
GREAT. i can't stand the heat AND the borebom. OK FINE I DUN WAN TO BE IN SECLUSION LE I QUIT. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy(0) comments
Saturday, October 29, 2005, 6:25 PM
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Thursday, October 27, 2005, 1:35 AM
Farewell
to prevent the pain from setting in, to prevent my tears from dropping, i didn't want to go. apart from that my brain was hurting too many things on my mind my eyelids were sewn together too but when I heard about the tears they shed, I..just couldn't help thinking about the days that are to come. Again, these days will be noiseless, not so much laughter and laming around. AHHHH. I just hurt myself. AH.If I had more time, I would spend it with you people
If I had more courage, I would practise it for all of you
If I had more strength, I would use it to help you all
If I had more power, I'll make sure you'll all survive in school
If I had more grace, I would not entertain rumors
If I had more tolerance, I would not quarrel with some people
If I had more love, I would give it to each and every one of you
But now it seems too late
The sun has set
The waves has died
Too late
Too late for words of regret
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005, 4:36 PM
It's all gonna change. It's no more "the good old days". change. perhaps all of you are embracing the changes positively and readily but.. sigh. sometimes i just want to turn on the tap and put my head right under and water flows all the same from my eyes. LA. i could just forget it but as the number of days we have left together decreases, i can't really say much bout that. if you can pick it up you can let go
true?
don't know.
would a friendship band or capturing the last bit of everyone in a book work? Seriously: I don't wanna know. i think..ok i just hope that everyone would stay in my heart lar. (cause i have the tendency to forget names. OOPS.) yah. what i remembered was that in pri 6 parting wasn't that difficult for me. AND MY TEACHER LOST MY AUTOGRAPH BOOK. that was the last straw. and i didn't want to bother myself anymore. so.. the bit of everyone was just..erm.. LOST LAR. i didn't cry. but i think i would this year. definitely. i realised that people either turn nice or bratty when they come to secondary school. fortunately for me i saw most of the kinder ones.. i don't know what to do to show them how much i appreciate their actions or words and i know buying them birthday presents isn't enough. the best year of everyone's life should be our sec 2 life (at least this is what i think). but am i really going to live my life without knowing how i lived it? am i going to just let go so easily? am isupposed to do nothing at all? my hands are tired. my brain is tired. i just..couldn't carry out actions as easily. i really really hope i could do something to make this year the best i could. i know it's late. but i have to grasp the last of it in my hands before it..disappears.
it'll never be the same again
i saw how difficult it was for you. i know i couldn't say much, now that what's over is over. And i also know that saying sorry doesn't compensate you. so.. i guess i finally seen how painful it was. lol.. too late, isn't it? i live my life, and you live yours. YAYY. and just to tell you: I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BICYCLE. AND I LEARNT IT MYSELF. I GOT THE TOUCH DURING THE PREVIOUS SENTOSA TRIP AND I SHOWCASED IT THE SECOND TIME WE WENT THERE. THANKYOU THANKYOU.. THIS CLEARLY SHOWS THAT MY SENSE OF BALANCE IS UBERLY FANTASTIC. AND I CYCLED FOR 1 HOUR. YAYYYYYYYYY
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Saturday, October 22, 2005, 10:36 AM
nothing to do. So I looked at the neos we girls took last year. Really had a good laugh looking at them though.. We were all so cute and cuddly!!! LOLS. we all had short and cute hair. But I realised.. I realised that the colour has faded. Not to say that the quality of the neos are bad but.. all i want to say is that memories are surely to fade away, just like the colour of the neos. It's just a matter of time. But I guess we all will treasure our last days together. Hope 2J remains in my heart=DDwe can't stop memories from fading away, can we?
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Friday, October 21, 2005, 6:19 AM
WAHHH.. didn't update for 3 days. better do so before my laptop gets virus-y again. so.. PPL IM BAAAAAAAAACKKKKKK. yayness..LOLS
somehow there's nothing for me to do at home but to watch happytreefriends. So cute... gruesome, BUT I LIKE IT. i watched quite a lot lar. fantastic man.. hahahhhahahahahahhahahahaha hmm.. what should talk about?
sigh. i wanted to talk about something but it's like breathing lar. always unpredictable. up and down up and down BUT MOSTLY DOWN. ouch. so jian.. always like to dump rubbish on people's faces. do you realise how it irritates people? i mean you see rubbish on your face almost everyday. who in the world could tolerate that?? ohmans. it's so disgusting i DUN WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. im giving it face by doing this you know. WHATEVER.
sometimes it's hard to say something you really want to say but then you can't say because it's for everybody to see and you know. i think if i say something then the bitchy stuff sets in. OHWELLS. the world is such an unpleasant place. you get punished for some things you did not do or did unintentionally. sigh.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005, 4:04 PM
heyhey. didn't go to school today because my mum asked me to stay home to take care of my sis.. fever. Sigh. and im bored to pieces. anyway the one thing i completed today is the job of drawing the invitation cards and I FINISHED THEM!!!!! mans i can't stand myself!!! how could such beautiful and professional work come from me? how could my hands do such things?? oh my.. I SIMPLY CAN'T STAND MYSELF. you people are so gonna worship the cards when you see them man. my sis says that zx's one is the nicest. hmm.. i think so too. HAHAHAAAA. but im not being biased. it just came to me naturally.. wheeeee. and. you. people. just. got. yourselves. my.. AUTOGRAPH!!!!! haha. LOLS. the date and time must be changed. cause my sis said that the date i set is the day before her first o level paper, so she gave me a i-must-not-disturbed-and-disturbed-i-must-not-be lecture. SIGH. i think it'll have to wait till mid november (AFTER her o levels). AWW MANS. but you guys are lucky to receive the invitation cards beforehand. AREN'T YOU HAPPY?? yes you are. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH k im not going to go on talking about how beautiful or professional or pretty or cool the invites are. im sick of thinking of them actually.. LOL. must update me on what happened in school today hor<33
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Sunday, October 16, 2005, 2:53 PM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005, 2:40 AM
today i didn't do much. just went to school to play for some parents and kiddos. hmm.. were they even listening? AH WHATEVER. then after i went PAYCO!!!!!!!!!! surprisingly it was not as scary as i thought. ok. at first, i was just SITTING there and watching them. then the conductor ASKED ME AND THE REST TO PLAY WITH THE MEMBERS. i was like: AHHHHH. NOOOOOOOOOOOO. CAN I REALLY DO THAT?? OH MY DON'T WANT LAR.
then my mum was like: no emily. just go. GO. NOWW.
ERM OK.
so i went to practise with them.
HMM.. the girl who sat beside me was very friendly. she showed me where the storeroom was, where the printing room (or rather an office) was. she talked alot to me, which was quite surprisingly lar. she said alot of stuff which i couldn't remember. (OOPS...) lol.. i thought her younger sister was sylvia, since they loook SO alike. OHWELL. PHEW luckily the piece wasn't difficult if not i'll surely ke4 si3 yi4 xiang1. nice song. not bad.. another thing to be phew-y of. I WAS SO GLAD THAT NOTMANY PPL CAME TODAY. I THINK ALL THOSE PRO PRO ONES DIDN'T COME BECAUSE OF THEIR EXAMS. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. WAHT A RELIEF.. lol overall it was fun at PAYCO. (note: i didn't say i had fun the WHOLE day. just the PAYCO part. get what i mean?) if you dont know what the hell im talking about, i'm sorry but you'll have to stuff your fist into your mouth. DON'T ASK ME WHY YOU HAVE TO DO THAT. YOU JUST NEED TO.
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Friday, October 14, 2005, 5:57 AM
i thought i would not be sad over my results. obviously sometimes in life you experience failure? im angry you know, im angry with myself for my careless and f-ing mistake. how blind can i get? i don't even know how to count. ok i know some of you people are gloating over my mistake. today was the first time i really cried because of my results I WAS WORRIED SICK LAR. can you imagine losing close to 20 mrks?? you must be kidding.. i mean i cried not because i was sad. I WAS WORRIED. I WAS ANGRY DAMNIT. now i realise how terrible and how bad some people feel when they are really really disappointed with their results, now i realise why i'm not good at consoling. i just don't know how they feel, i don't share their emotions. sometimes i think i have better friends than me being a good friend. today then i realised that i've actually put pressure on myself i learn to really take note of my results. i didn't care about my results when i was in sec 1 cause i thought i could just sail through sec1 easily. but when i came to sec2 i realised how important it was to do well for every test and i start to you know, study lar. but i tried to study but i just couldn't sit still. anyway for the past tests i've taken them in my stride lar.
this time has really been surprising for me. i didn't even know i had expectations for myself i didn't know i valued my test papers so much
i shouldn't brood over it yah? i know God has a plan for me and i shouldn't think much about it. God has a plan for me and i already left my results to God.
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Thursday, October 13, 2005, 11:01 AM
WAHHHH.. SO FUN. NOW IM MAKING INVITATION CARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm now still working on aubrey's one. YOU GUYS OUGHT TO THANK ME FOR MAKING THOSE INVITATION CARDS SO PREETTY AND PRRRRROFESSIONAL.wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Note: The grand event will be held on two seperate days due to the overwhelming response. I'm truly sorry for any inconveniences caused and await all of your replies.
Yours Sincerely,
Ms Emily Chau
Event Organiser
youpeoplemustcomearh. ifnot..
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005, 12:41 AM
i did a lot of thinking today. i thought about why the pipes have to spew out waste. Because i heard that from the other bursting pipes.. hmm. i think the sewage is not right. the pipes shouldn't have been competitive and spewed out waste just to compete with other pipes. the only two words i can say: IT'S BRATTY.then i thought about the paper. hmm. regardless of whether it's cut or perfect, whether it needs to be cut into shapes or just ignored, i'll leave it there. partly because of the colour of the paper but the main reason, i'm lazy. i don't wish to lift a finger to do a thing and i don't want to spend so much time on just a piece of paper. like her, i can spend my time on other things that i enjoy doing. life is not all about waiting and doing things like this. i can just live my life for a few years straight. in the end..
i thought about the sky. i have always marvelled at God's creation, the blue sky and the fluffy clouds. i realised that every cloud is different, and they pass by one by one.. they never really stay in one place. i guess by looking at the sky eveything changes. everything changes as the clouds go by. i know i would change, and i know you would too. THE WORLD WOULD.
that's roughly what i thought about today. i just think and think and think on my way home. it's a nice time to slow your pace down and think about what you've done so far.
oh today got back maths paper.. it's alright lar.
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Monday, October 10, 2005, 10:41 PM
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY. EOYs over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wait. i thought i already had this feeling last friday..
hhaha LOL.
wahh. so basically this is the end of our sec2 lives lar.
i should say: YAY.
HAHAHHHAHHAHHAHA.
well WHAT A RELIEF. can you believe it? sec2 is already over. IT'S OVER. sigh. i guess my sec2 life is empty because i didn't take class and cca photo.. HUMPH.
aurghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
NEH MIND. ahha
must always look forward to the future.. that's what i believe and i think you ALL should believe.
Today was a bit of a fluster cause i didn't plan my time well and OBVIOUSLY i didn't do as well as i wanted to. i think i should have done sketching but i don't think i would do well in it either. AH JUST STICK WITH ABSTRACTION. lol..
WE WILL ALWAYS REMAIN HI5-ING.
XDDDD
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Saturday, October 08, 2005, 12:17 AM
OHMAN. i hv nothiingggg to doooooooooooooo. SIGH.
just saw something that's uber disgusting. it seems this person's life is just filled with:
HIMSELF.
nothing but himself.
sad isn't it?
all your life you think about YOURSELF.
haihai.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
plastic shpecsh.
blaaack and grEEEeen.
but it'sh plashtic, maybe it'sh not durable.
hmm...
never mind
AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHA
wait a minute. am i crazy?
hmm. im not sure too
HEEHEEHEEEEEEEEEEHEEHEEHEE
flowersh everywhere
pink onesh ssharmmore
lalalalalalaaalalaaaaaaa~
ohmans. so spastic.. hahaha i learnt that from sho. can't blame me=D haha i did nothing much today, just went to erhu and back. SIGH.
buffet worhs. WOW. it's been a
LONGLONG time since i ate buffet. must eat to my fill.
JIAYOU.
still can't forget bout victor and emily__erm not me. thecorpsebride.
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Friday, October 07, 2005, 2:23 AM
TODAY WAS UBERLY DOUBLY FUN. went to orchard wif aub norine day c lo xueqi doro wendy and zx.. YAYYYYYYYYYYYY.after school we took 111 to cineleisure lar. budden it was still early (we ordered 12.15pm tickets) so we went bk to slack. den after that.. we went to the arcade. AND I WAS SO LAN AT DANCING LAR. I FAILED IT. (u can't blame me u noe.. im a gd girl. i dun go arcades to play.. HEEHEE*embarassed smile*) HAHAHHAHAHHAHA. den after a while of AUBREY'S SCREAMING and WITNESSING DAY'S PRO DANCING, we went to watch corpse bride.
IT WAS SO DAMN NICE LAR. in the middle parts of it were quite funny,but towards the end i was like crying lar. tears rolled down my cheeks... HAHAH. im quite sentimental lar. i see sumthings and i cry. HAI. not tough enough. THIS WILL NOT DO.
OKOK DIGRESSING HERE. haha
anyways, it was very touching. cause EMILY (HAHA NXT TIME CAN CALL ME CORPSE BRIDE. LAMING HERE...............) didn't want to tie victor down lar. so she let him go to continue his life..
den she turned to butterflies
it made me think of something
it made me realise that we are back to the beginning
backto where we started.
i guess life jus goes in cycles.
on n on n on n on n on
lala~ so after that we went heeren lar. i enjoyed it thoroughly.. i accompanied zx to buy her shoes tooXDD. HAHa. i simply love window shopping. ohmans. shud hv bought sumthing.. WE WENT TO TAKE NEOS TOO. which was like so ERM. one din hv my face at all n the other had HALF of my face. what nice memories man. AHHAHAH lol. anyway, i still got my neos n den we went..... taka. to makan lar. den me n zx went home first. the rest still talking at taka.. dunno wad they're talking about and i think they're going to stay for quite a while
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
corpseBride
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005, 8:44 PM
LISTEN: I NEED NOBODY AND I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. yah. i don't GIVE.A.DAMN.
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12:45 AM
the clutches of fear are strong. at least it's far too strong for her. or me
i know i know just remove that mask will you? i'll always be here for you and i'm sure you know that too I can help you.
i know you're scared. don't worry, i'm the tough one here. you can always rely on me to give you support and some guts.
turn fear to anger honey. i'm always here, i'm always here...
ok maybe it's not right to feel angry all the time? but it's better than feeling fearful everyday. the world is not to be afraid of, but to be enjoyed and ruled. RULED sweetie..
sigh.
He is the Lord
Your Healer
He'll send the word
And heal your disease
There's hope as God promised
He's your Healer
i guess you treat everybody the same way. best of friends, yah? yeah.. lol. HI 5. *piak* yahahhahahahahahahahahhahahah. too much to say in a day. simply too much for me, and too much for you. incoherent sia.. "oh, oh, oh!"
"To bed, to bed, to bed."
LADY MACBETH
a tragic life. i pity her
what to do?
life is but a square
a box
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