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May 2005 |
Friday, July 15, 2005, 12:30 AM
I have to admit: I FINALLY noe the meaning of sunburn. yes, S-U-N-B-U-R-N sunburn. The whole day a little boring (as usual) except for the part in which i hv 2 CARRY MY BAG N IT EATS INTO MY FLESH. YES. THE STRAPS WERE FEASTING ON MY POOR SHOULDERS. humph. ouch..... (i felt my shoulders n they felt sticky.. u noe y?? reason is as simple: the cream tt i applied this morn was mixed with my sweat, n thus it became sticky. YUCK) OH. there was this MATH TEST 2dae. it was "alright", jus tt i can't b sure of my answers. I mean, who WOULD?? anyway, i saw zhixin n a few of other ppl studying so hard for math, and i started to feel guilty. I started to feel a sense of insecurity, because i looked at them, and i looked at myself. WAD THE HELL WAS I DOING?? slacking? im not sure. BUT the stuff has oready been registered into my mind. I THOUGHT i didn't hv anything 2 worry about but... Sometimes you look at other people, you start to think about yourself. What kind of person am I? I used to think that other people would do better than me because they seem to study so hard, they seem to put in so much effort. but then again, i DID better than them (for quite a few times). I guess i felt a little smug? so i didn't really study much. I mean SERIOUSLY. I don't know what's the meaning of working hard, I REALLY DON'T KNOW!!! I feel insecure... Ok, think. Think about HAPPY STUFF. (great. the math test jus POPPED INTO my brain again.) HAHA imagine every piece of memory u store in your brain is a germ. It'll wander all over your brain, as it crawls, it gathers with the other pieces of memory, and then it travels to your eyes. All comes to brain immediately. You start to rmb everything at once. hmm... i wonder hw to those pieces of memory are forgotten. perhaps these germs die because of a lack of nutrients? I would REALLY want to know.. hahahahaa WOAH. im SO away frm the topic i started to talk about... AHHAHAAHA tt means im not thinking 'bout the math test again.. damn it. math test pops up. AGAIN. (0) comments |